{"id":74,"date":"2021-10-08T05:24:57","date_gmt":"2021-10-08T05:24:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/?p=74"},"modified":"2021-10-08T05:24:57","modified_gmt":"2021-10-08T05:24:57","slug":"journal-entry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/?p=74","title":{"rendered":"Journal Entry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Found out we might have to knock down the house I thought would be my first house. I need to stop getting my hopes up. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A man addicted to ideas need be intervened with starvation. A man addicted to truths need be fed. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am reading Matthew McConaughey\u2019s book \u201cGreen Lights\u201d and this little witticisms struck me. He has a lot of little pieces of wisdom, some I found profound, some meandering.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I feel like when I have too many choices things never end up exactly how I want them. I am addicted to ideas. In my career, in my search for a home, in my plan for adult life. I think I need \u201cstarvation\u201d. Limited options, boundaries for what I want to do in life. I find the most satisfying projects sometimes are those which you have little to work with. I don\u2019t know how to self impose these boundaries though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If I could choose anything to do for the rest of my life and anywhere to live, I\u2019m certain that no matter what I chose, eventually I\u2019d wish I\u2019d chose something else.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Found out we might have to knock down the house I thought would be my first house. I need to stop getting my hopes up. A man addicted to ideas need be intervened with starvation. A man addicted to truths need be fed. I am reading Matthew McConaughey\u2019s book \u201cGreen Lights\u201d and this little witticisms&hellip; <\/p>\n<p><a class=\"moretag\" href=\"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/?p=74\">Read the full article<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-74","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/74","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=74"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/74\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=74"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=74"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perseverations.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=74"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}